Leaving it behind

I wasn't mature enough to realize

at the moment when we parted ways,

Thought I could be strong, held up my head,

and walked out through the door unfazed.

I didn't give you a thought,

didn't care to look back and glance,

lest those familiar feelings upsurge again,

the minute they got a chance.

So I put up a tough exterior,

and I took life as it came,

But I wasn't happy and deep within

my heart was still in pain.

As time passed, the wall I had built around me

collapsed under pressure,

And back came all those beautiful moments,

those memories that I treasure.

The finality of my situation struck me at that moment,

I knew things would never be the same,

I wanted someone to console me,

someone to take the blame.

I tried to move on, I really did,

but it's just so hard to do

Now I know you will never return,

and it's breaking my heart in two.

(Random senti poem :D )